just another story…
so it’s been, yet again, some time since i have been on here to post anything… but i like this… it gives me so much to say about where i have gone in my life… since i was on the last time i have moved back to michigan and back to minnesota yet again… i am currently living in my own place :) i flippin love it! i am currently dating the love of my life… he makes me sooo happy… i’ve been with him for about a year now n i love him to death… i am working at meyer teleservices… i like it i guess… so i guess i can say my life is great… but at the same time… i’m constantly getting the feeling like i am not so happy like i used to be… idk what is causing it… i’m gonna be an auntie :)) so excited!! n also i’m gonna be a god mom :)) yay… but things in my head are in fastforward… idk what to think… idk how to make myself happy anymore… idk what else to say about it… but yeah i’m happy to finally be gettin my life in order once and for all… love all my friends n family!! and especially the love of my life!!!
It’s definitely been a while for me since I have been on tumblr to write anything that’s been going on in my life lately… Well since I moved back to Minnesota, I have gotten back into the circle! So I am very happy I have my friends and family back in my life… Allthough i don’t get to see them all the time like i want to, I do get to see them more than once a year… so that makes me happy. I am currently living in St. Cloud with my boyfriend and his brother… I love living with them cause they make my life so much fun!! There is so much stuff to do in St. Cloud… Also, I have been working at a marketing place called Vector for about a week now… I show Cutco knives, and I really don’t know if i like it or not yet… I’m just not the salesman that I thought I could be… I do not have transportation yet… I wanted to work to save money to get a car… but if I can’t even get to work how am I supposed to save money… so I have decided to stick this job out until I get enough money to pay my mom back and quit most definitely!!! Well enough of that… I am currently in love with the sweetest most sexy man I have ever been with!! Jake is a wonderful kind hearted spirit who will do anything for anyone. Whether it’s give them the shirt off his back or simply walking them across water… He will do it… that is a big reason why I love him! We have been together for well over 6 months now and we are doing amazing… I currently live with him and his brother… but soon enough me and my baby will have our own place… so i’m really happy right now at this point in my life… and i could not ask for anything better!! :D
As I’m swimming through the stereo
I conduct a symphony of sound
Where are you now?
As I’m cutting through you track by track
I swear to God this mix could sink the sun
But it was you I was thinking of
It was you I was thinking of
Where are you now?(you now)
Where are you now?(where are you now?)
And this is my mixed tape for her
It’s like I wrote every note
With my own fingersThe Mixed Tape - Jack’s Mannequin
Andrew McMahon is a fricken GENIUS. He is amazing.
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I didn’t really walk… you came to get me from another state… but just goes to show what I would have done then for you… and how much I would do now for you!!!
i want!!!!!!
i WANT :))
I WANT! ((:
I HAVE <3
I have all but 4 things listed… :D
…gone for so long…
So I haven’t been online in quite some time… well, atleast not on tumblr… I’ve been living life with out my computer… due to a malfunction in the hard drive… =/ had to get it fixed, and it took 2 days!! I think I was going loopy!! Because I had absolutely nothing to do… I tried everything I could think of to find something to pass the time… I cleaned, wrote notes to a friend in prison, talked on the phone ( which by the way is awekward, concidering I haven’t talked on the phone much ) I did everything and everything… and when I had absolutely nothing to do… I think I annoyed my boyfriend… haha A LOT!!! But he understood why I was being so… touchy… annoying… lol… In the past couple weeks, me and my boyfriend haven’t been seeing eye to eye on a lot of things… there’s sooo much drama… sooo much time spent together… soooo much relationship stress… toooooo many people in one small apartment… we really don’t know what to do with ourselves… I’m overly stressed by all the drama that goes on in this one small apartment… It’s straining my relationship… people convincing… manipulating… influenching… I HATE IT!!! I just wish everyone would get along!! Stay in their own business!! KEEP OUT OF MINE!!! One of the biggest problems I have in my relationship is other people influencing my boyfriend… he’s easily influenced… doesn’t know how to say no… he tends to let other people walk all over him… use and abuse him… it causes more problems in our relationship… and it is really beginning to get old… I really wish I could just get him and I out of this apartment and on our own… but that’s a hard thing to do when neither of us have a job… i’ve been constantly looking for a job for months… and my boyfriend had a job… it wasn’t the best… it was a factory job… hard manual work… but it paid minimum wage… it sucked… he absolutely hated it!!! So he did the immature thing of course and quit… he says it’s ok cause he has unemployment… but the economy right now sucks!! there really isn’t anything out there for a good job… and his unemployment is abouts to kick the bucket… I’m soooo stressed over sooo many different things… I’m confused about where I’m heading in life… about where I want to be in life… about what I’m going to do… I wish I could talk to my grandma just one last time… she would give me the best advice in the world… and i would follow it… I respected her that’s why… I’m pretty sure that a few of my friends are almost sick of me calling and crying to them about my problems… when they have problems to deal with themselves… I just don’t know where to turn to anymore… I want my life to do a complete 360… I want to be closer to home… but I want to spend the rest of my life with my boyfriend… but is the fealings mutual? I’m not quite sure yet… he tells me sooo many different things… he’s got my head and my heart twisted and bunched together… I don’t think I know which way is up anymore… but soon… very soon I hope… things will change for the better… if and when my plans strike… and I hope they work out for the better… cause I don’t know how much more I can take… Is this all worth it? If I could go back in time right now and change everything… would I be here right now? I’m not so sure… I know if I knew what I know now… I would change a lot!! But I have no regrets in life… I lived and I learned… So, to my readers, I pretty much gave you the story for the most part… What would you do in my position?
jipc:
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a new meaning to the phrase… tea bagging… hahaha…. a whole new cup of tea!! lol
